Making choices without proof
I notice these days I make many choices on Faith & Trust
Faith that life is working for me.
Faith that if I continue to make choices that serve me - that life will work out.
Trust that life is working for me.
Faith that as I bring my awareness to different things that arise - that I am amidst the cycles of change.
Trust that life will present me with experiences that will show me where my work is.
Faith that things will work out as they are meant to.
Trust in the energy of surrender & allowing.
Faith in Divine Timing.
Faith in Divine Will.
Feeling lost
I used to feel so lost.
I had lost faith in myself & life - I had lost trust in myself & life.
I needed proof, something physical to hold up against life to show me that it was working for me.
It was all along - but not in the way I wanted or that was pretty lol
It was showing me clear as day through the habits & cycles I was in buuuuut anyway.
I feel like it is ok to want proof. I think (I speak for myself) I was bought up that way - To want to see some sort of physical result, something in the material to then make moves towards it.
The problem I now know is - That in the creation of something new - well you must have faith & act on that which perhaps you cannot see in the physical.
You must trust in yourself & life - That experiences will be placed before you that are helping you evolve WHILST moving with creative faith in thyself & life.
Perhaps Faith & trust are the essence/building blocks of that which we cannot see? An essential ingredient of the creation of something new.
Without them the essence of" lost" takes over - never allowing the steps/choices/dreams to be acted upon? Causing us to stick to the "known" & repeat cycles & habits?
Perhaps where there is the essence of "lost" within the known - there is insight there. There is a knowing in your soul - that there is misalignment.
Releasing attachment to the outcome
In releasing attachment to the outcome - WHILST still making aligned action toward your "destination" is allowing. This is the act of Faith & Trust.
Allowing it to come into fruition as it it needs to.
Allowing yourself to learn all the steps as they arise - this includes relearning, realigning AKA mistakes - In this way there is a redefining of associations with "mistakes" therefore allowing the momentum to continue rather than be stunted.
Allowing the flow to continue when things don't "turn out" the way you think they should - Remaining open.
Allowing more choices & opportunities to be perceived - there is not just one pathway
Allowing for Divine Timing
All of these ways of being call us to relinquish our "perceived" control of how life will unfold & move into a state of trust & faith.
Of course you need to take aligned action BUT you can release attachment to the outcome & remain open on this pathway forward.
Acting in Faith & Trust has a different frequency
We are different within when we embody these energies. When we move in this way. We see life differently & life meets us differently.
We shift from fighting life, grasping, trying to control - to flow, acceptance, surrender.
It can be scary releasing the grip.
Like seriously - I questioned my actual sanity alot lol
There were many "what ifs" like - What if I go down in this surrender & never come up again?? That was a real thing for me. As it had felt like I had fought to stay up for so long.
It is a process in & of itself. One I believe we all must go through at some stage unless I guess we have been bought up this way.
Ultimately control is an illusion. A tiring one at that!
In the process of learning to have faith & trust in self & life - there is a passage of surrender.
I spent alot of time working with this & questioning myself - as it was in complete contrast to the way I had lived most of my life.
Work, work, work, fight, push, strive, go hard, be productive, achieve...go, go, go.
Surrender is an exhale. A deep one. To the wisdom of life.
To even perhaps not knowing - Knowing that this is ok lol
It would be easy to put " not knowing" & "lost" in the same category - but they do not feel the same surrender to not knowing has the essence of trust - Lost is missing it.
Surrendering to not knowing, then moving into faith & trust - That the path will present itself when & as it is needed. THEN remaining open & willing.
It is flow, recognising cycles, trust, faith, allowing, openness, willingness.
It is a calmness.
It is to be at ease with life.
It is trusting in life.
It is a blessing.
It is a recognising of all that you already have & feeling abundant.
Then continuing on your path & making choices aligned with your highest good.
It is the allowing of compassion when you fall back into old patterns - Along side this the knowing that there is still more for you to learn - hence why you are on repeat.
It is a knowing the pathway is not linear. To trust in this knowing.
It is to act with continued faith in yourself highest self & in life.
It is beautiful.
I give thanks to life.
Well that was a neat little journey - Thanks for reading!
Millisa xo
